Friday, June 29, 2007

Wah today was a very depressing day for me.... Got hit by Nigel by "accident". U expect me to believe that crap?! Hell no. Then to make things worst... I'm angry again though I do not know why. Maybe I do know but not to sure if thats the real reason. Someone told me to go back home and think it through properly but I don't understand what he meant by that... Guess I'm too dumb huh? Oh well...

For this past few weeks I noticed that I had become slightly anger for nothing or bcoz of somethings... Some bcoz of wat ppl say to me... some bcoz of their actions... To tell u the truth... I'm now really really REALLY emotionally weak. Weak in heart, mind and soul. I may smile but thats only an empty smile which hides my true feelings. And my patience level is running low too... I just can't keep this "wait and see" game anymore... I playing with my feelings on the line u know? *haish* Nvr mind la... Just continue on and don't give up. Sometimes one has to sacrifice something to gain something and as they say, "no pain no gain"... I'll take this seriously and I'll try to take it as a test to build my limit break.

Talk bout limit break... I nearly reach my limit today sia. Can't take it that time plus someone added some more salt to the previous wounds. Like wat the hell rite!? But wat is bygones be bygones. No use remembering them again rite? The only thing I know is that I need her... But that seems impossible... I don't even know if she has any feelings for me? But I can't give up now rite? Once fall... We raise back to our feet and try again. Hopefully I'll succeed one day. Hopefully......

posted at 8:18 PM