Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Nothing much happened at school except that me and turtle totally vandalized the chipboard behind our class. We punched the board quite a lot but I went on to the extreme... gave it the "Acid Punch" move. A movement consist of several punches thrown at a quick and strong pace. Hurts quite a lot and nearly bleed if I did it a little bit more with stronger force but it doesn't hurt as much as I am feeling rite now... the pain in my hands will go away but the many battles I've been through and seen hurts even more.... This is the way of my life... that is to suffer...

Went out with Xiang Long, Isamuddin and Kaile to Singapore Polytechnic to have a so called free lunch at KFC. Well we did reach there and had our lunch but still had to pay $4.20 for a set of meal consist of 4 cheese fries, 4 Up-sized Coca-Cola, 2 Zinger, 2 chicken and 1 shroom burger. Worth it rite? Of coz. Baka as wat ppl usually call me for asking this questions... All I could do was thanking Xiang Long for his effort and troubled to get it and his kind hearted manager. I was too shocked even words can't describe it... All we could do was to laugh at my astonishment. Hehe...... Kaile was the first to leave while the remaining three went to Clementi Central to hunt for game shops. We were looking for controllers and checking out prices of games and consoles. We took the same bus home together, bus no. 78. I alighted b4 them. One whole day didn't see Sweets... tomorrow will still be the same too coz on Wednesday I won't be seeing her at all after school and I'll purposely accompany others to do chin-up until recess is over. Feel so stupid. Don't even no wat I really want... Giving some time to think through... Nvr mind...
 Devil May Cry...

6 days remains... Jyane...

posted at 10:45 PM


Monday, July 30, 2007

.... Don't no wat's wrong today. It seems today is one of my bad luck day. It has return. U no why? Coz Hamster me and Lalah already got the bad luck aura of mine... Blame it on me. Yes. Really. Some more my mind is not capable of many things rite now... totally... annihilated and... don't no how to describe it... Wanted to do one stupid and idiotic thing that is to break my PSP into two or pieces in front of the guys. Nothing much happen today. Went to Queensway, following Lalah to by a new pair of shoe coz he spoiled his previous shoe durin P.E in a game of Floorball. Supposed to buy something today but WAT THE HELL. MUST WAIT NEXT MONTH then can. By the time I may have lost interest in it already. Also spotted this nice Kappa jacket. Wanted to buy also coz can't buy the other item but still the same fucking reply...... All I can say is...WTH. Thats one of my bad luck today. Got a few others too but I don't wanna say it for now. Guess thats it for now...

Heaven Or Hell... May I live in peace...

posted at 11:06 PM


Sunday, July 29, 2007

They finally back home. Safely. I didn't expect them to buy me anything but guess my expectation was wrong. Quite a lot of stuff they bought during their way back to Singapore. My mum bought me two new pairs of T-shirts! One is short sleeve while the other is long sleeve. Quite nice. I also got a stuff doll. U no the one that I always use to hang on my bag as keychain? Yes thats the one. So soft and kinda cuddly. Happens to be blue in color. If I have my camera I'll post some pics to show. Alrite... time to blog bout wat happen today.

Today, me and Kaile (again) went out planing to take some random bus to any bus terminal. We meet up at Clementi bus Interchange and suddenly the 2 of us had no idea where to go. So I had to decide as usual. I went to see Sweets play badminton with her friends. At the same time I pass her my PSP since she wanted to play it. Then I decided to go off but Kaile questioned me whether I'm really sure about going off early. I of coz acted blur but err... in the end I said I'll wait for a while. Observing her playing with friends and at the same time pretending to be smsing someone. Kaile got a little annoyed with my acting and he said "if u wanna see her then just look lah. For wat u want to be shy or scare. U said u always miss her so nows ur chance. I don't want u to regret for not seeing her". Then I was like -_-" hehehehe... After some time later, both of us went to West Coast Park. Walking here and there, we went to JE after that. Went to the arcade to watch other ppl play fighting arcade such as KOF and Guilty Gear. I spent a lot of time explaining to him the storyline and character profile to him for Guilty Gear and we observe how skillful some ppl are at playing this games. We also saw a few guys playing DDR. Kaile said "What an eye opener".
"Yeah. I agree". Then both of us laugh our ass out. Then we spotted Kelvin playin Initial D. He played like a pro but lost to Bunta. Of coz, Bunta is the boss for that game and his difficult level is max. 10 stars in total! Me down there giving him encouragement while Kaile went off to observe ppl playing KOF. Kelvin was wining but at the 4th check point... Bunta overtook. Me and Kelvin had our mouth wide opened for a while, too shock by wat happen. But gotta say it was a good try and I can't beat Kelvin just yet. Must train a lot more. Well thats it for now. Hopefully my connection won't have much problem for now. Jyane and chao!

posted at 9:22 PM


WHAT THE HELL!!!

I'm sick of this.... every time like this... Same problem always occur. Connection and internet problem. Bcoz of this crap I can't get things done quickly. Like wat the hell rite?! For this past three days including today... I'm still alone at home. Even if I go out with the group I still feel like a loner.... They're not back yet. Most probably be home at about 12AM tonight perhaps? Oh well... I don't care.

Alrite. Time to cut the crap. Yesterday me and Kaile went out to watch movie titled "Flashpoint". Met with him at the Jurong Point's Shaw Brothers. I thought I was late but there I was waiting for him for quite some time... He came out first and I arrived first... Weird rite? Well after buying the tickets we had to wait for about 1 and a half till the movie starts, so we explored the whole place. Went to the arcade, Comics Connection, toilet, go from floor to floor and other stuffs. The real incident was about to begin after that. Kaile went in first and I went in second. I got IC check while he didn't! WTH... thats all I could say at that time... pisses me off...

"Sorry but may I see ur IC plz? I need to ensure u're 16 b4 u can enter bcoz the show's NC 16". I still remember clearly wat hell she said. But why didn't she check Kaile's one too? Wat? Do I look that young to her? Eh? If thats the case than I shud be happy wat. At least I look young. Hehehehehe... To make things worst me and him went to the wrong hall!! Supposed to go to hall 1 but we went to hall 2. Took us half an hour to realize that. U don't no how angry we were at that time. But thinking back can make me laugh at our own stupidity. Of coz we change to the correct hall. The show was great. Great? More like brilliant and awesome!! I recommend ppl who like action pack movie to watch this. U will be thrilled. Well... I feel kinda bad coz the whole thing was Kaile's treat... Even dinner too.. Tried to protest but the only thing he said is... "I don't care. U need to eat so eat. I don't care wat u say coz I've made up my mind. Hehehe.." Then I was like... -_-lll all the way. I no he's doin it for the good of me but I feel bad and he noes I'm the person who dislike to be treated coz it makes me feel bad. Then I went to his house but outside only. He forced me to go in but of coz I didn't want. He grabbed my hand and wouldn't let go. Instinct took over. I pulled and tried to escape and succeeded. He said I got the capability to defeat ppl but as u no I'm the person who dislike fighting alot. Well thats wat happen yesterday.

posted at 7:35 PM


Saturday, July 28, 2007

Haish... planing to blog yesterday but was interrupted by connection problem again!! It seems to me that my PC finding fault with me. Kidding.. Where in the world can a PC find fault with anybody? Correct? Yesterday was quite a nice day. In class nothing much happens. I was helping the boys to do their chin-up training and bcoz of that... I didn't make it to go to the canteen to see her. I pity those guys coz they need to practice every recess. But at least they only need to try their best and they can resume they recess after that. Hehehe.. I guess I was too engross in helping them that I forgot about my time... Oh well... Then after school I went for my prayers as usual. Heard a good news from Isamudin. I seriously can't be his luck and extremely overjoyed after hearing it. Well I guess its his luckiest week. We headed to Creative after that, accompanying Turtle to buy his new MP3. It took us bout 2 hours just walking around... considering which to buy and choosing the colour. Along the way I fall in love with a headphone which is Aurvana DJ but the price was shocking. Planing to ask my parents once they return from Malaysia. Oh b.t.w bcoz of this... I am all alone at home for 3 days... Friday to Sunday... Feel soo lonely sia...

But I'm used to it. It seems Sweets is recovering. Thank god she's recovering. I was damn worried. Only god knows how worried I was the whole week. C'mon laa. She was feeling unwell since Tuesday and her fever is not getting better at that time. Of course I'm worried. Guess I better not disturb her for the time being but I will still be smsing her. Pineapple down here do tend to miss Sweets too u no! Hehehe...Oh b.t.w I managed to download 2 more games.
"Ratchet and Clank: Size Matters" and "Alien Syndrome"
I heaven try it out yet. Later I guess. Hmm... Wonder what should I do later on... I miss the old times... The times when i am with... Oh nvr mind... *shy* I have now change myself and I'm going to get better. All I want for now is to be close to her again like last time. I am now a more positive and less scary person. Yea!! Took a long time for me to change huh? But its worth it. Well guess chao now. Gotta go eat. Wish me luck and see ya later!

posted at 10:02 AM


Thursday, July 26, 2007

Yesterday is one of my greatest moments during school and mostly at home. During class I was able to absorb quite a lot. I was able to understand quite a few of maths now too! Yea! A great improvement. The bad thing is that I didn't get to talk to her yesterday... Wanted to greet her during recess but I got water in my mouth and a hand holding a cup... the other one was inside my pocket so... I wasn't able to wave at her for th very least... I feel soo bad sia... Oh well... I'll try to talk to her today then. Hopefully it will work. Hehehehe... Kinda miss her though... B.T.W she wasn't feeling too well too today. Got me worried there but I saw her a little while a she seems kinda okay, soo I don't need to worry soo much. Hope she'll recover soon.

At home, I feel a great sense of family bonding. First my dad and me went off somewhere together using our bikes. Its been a long time since I last cycled with him. If I'm not wrong the last time was when I was in Primary 3. Wah... 7 years since I last cycled with him!! No wonder I feel kinda happy and proud while cycling with him. The other thing is we had dinner as a family. This is also a rare occasion coz we rarely eat together as my dad works in night shift, my little sis tired after a long day at school and we not soo close and my mum... tired of course. The whole time I was smiling without me noticing it. My family find it weird for me to be smiling all of a sudden coz they rarely see me in this kind of cheerful facial expression. Hehehehehe.... B.T.W nothing much happened in school except for that I had to retake my Chemistry test for my absent from that test day. Haish... Wasn't that bad though. Oh well... Its getting late... Jyane! Chao!!

posted at 11:06 PM


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

I didn't go to school today. I was feeling rather unwell. Fever and flu. Having fever was bad but flu... Now that really did the damage. But it wasn't that bad. I wasn't able to do much stuff at home and bcoz of that I'm bored to nearly death. Kidding. All I could do was rest and rest and rest. Haish... I really wish I could attend school but guess my body just can't take it. During my road to recovering, I played my DJ Max with hopes of defeating the pretty Goddess and I did manage to defeat her with a lot of difficulties. But my hard work paid off. Here are the pictures I took using a program which had been installed in my PSP by myself during gameplay.

I've ranked up! From "default" to "Basic DJ"

I tried playing a mission level 9 and I passed! Check out the grade!
(B.T.W This is in "Mission" Mode.)


Tried playing "Freestyle". After seeing this... I've decided to defeat the Goddess
(Note: This is in "Freestyle" Mode)


Not quite there yet! Better not break a combo now! Hehehe..


Pass again with flying grades but not there yet!


Quite close till I defeat the pretty Goddess.
(Note: The score in pink colour is the top score
which happens to be the Goddess score.
Mine is at the bottom in blue)


Almost there! Just 11 more combos till I defeat her.


YYEESSS!!!! I'VE DEFEATED the GODDESS!!


Look at the combo....


Getting higher and higher but in the end... I did break the combo.
(Note: See the "BREAK" section)


After 1++hours of playing, I've given up. Time to try "Mission" mode now!


I did complete this mission with that kind of score but
the game just refuses to give a S rate. Haish..


YES!! I've rank up again! Now I'm Street DJ!!

I've finally managed to defeat the Goddess. It took quite a while to reach my goal but this combo will remain only for a while only... I have a feeling that the Goddess will make a great comeback and defeat me in return. She will unleash her wrath once she knows bout this and on that very moment... She shall overwrite my record again! Hehehehehe... I'll be waiting for that time to come. Lets see if she can defeat me again this time round (she had defeat me numerous time be it in this game or in any situation... she always win) Hehehehe.... Guess thats it for now. Gotta have a rest now. Jyane!

posted at 9:47 PM


Now for my next post....
Tuesday 24 July 2007

Hmm... Let's see... We didn't do anything much. Got Chemistry remedial and its practical. As expected, some ppl didn't turn up. I did managed to do most of the questions except for the last 2 questions. We waited for a few others to finish their lessons while me... U should no. When everyone was together, we all left the school's compound. All of us initially wanted to go Gabriel's house to play pool but in the end got canceled for most of us coz too many ppl. So we ended up eating at the market as usual. As expected... three ppl didnt eat. We were sitting in two different groups coz not enough seats to support 7 ppl. I sit with the usual guys while Kel, CK and Sweets were sitting on the round table. I just placed my bag at their sits so it seems equivalent (I mean... all the sits are taken by our bags. So just enough space of the remaining three). Since I was not eating, I was looking around. Wanted to talk to her by she's too engross with playing the PSP so I just left her to concentrate with a little occasions of cheering her on and noticing her vast improvement (Seriously...her improvement is too deep. Now she is known as The Goddess of DJ Max. And a pretty one too!!). I can't help it but to notice someone. I went over to their table and chatted with Kel since noone was talking to him.

We went off walking back home but stop half way to do a little chin-ups. I overdid myself to much I guess. Did quite a few wide chin-ups repetitively. 5 chin-ups each and 10 normal chin-ups with a total of 6 sets altogether (With a ratio of 3:2 respectively). I no that to some ppl thats nothing. Then we played a game of balance. The game goes like this... The person that can balance the longest on a beam wins but warn u first... u must play this game together with other participants simultaneously. CK, Turtle and Hamster went off first coz it was late for them. The rest of us stayed for a little while. After some time we all went our separate ways. I was walking with Kel and Sweets to the bus stop and their bus came. It was fast and I was kinda... I don't no how to describe it. Oh well.. thats all for the past happenings.

posted at 8:59 PM


Ok. Its been quite a while since I last blog. Same reason. Connection problem. Oh well... I'm going to begin with wat happened few days back.
SUNDAY 22 July 2007

Well here's wat I remember wat happened on that day. Me, Kaile, Kelvin and Lalah went to hav a tour in random buses. It was Lalah's plan originally coz both of us were damn free and he wanted to study. So he decided to try studying while in a bus. I partly organised the plan. I called Kelvin and Kaile to invite them but Kaile at first wasn't free but I told him that we could wait for him. For Kelvin's case.... He was late... DAMN LATE by 1 hour++. As usual, when he arrive and he knows he was late... he uses his trademark that is to smile n "sorry I'm late". We took bus number 196 n 30. One of us got knocked out during the first trip. U guys should be able to guess. Then on the next trip two people got knocked out. Left with me alone. Kaile went off when the bus reaches his destination. Oh yea... we took us 285 after that at Clementi Bus Interchange. We believed wat Kel said but got tricked!! He said the bus trip will be 1 hour but it was quicker then that!! Haish... Then after that me n Lalah went back home.

Monday 23 July 2007
Nothing much happen in school. Went to study with Hamster, Turtle, Chick, Kel and Sweets at JE Library. Me Chick and Sweets studied seriously all the way while the remainders were half studying. I accidentally made Sweets angry at that time. I told Chick not to talk to me coz I was listening to my music at full blast (It hurts a lot. Really) but Sweets heard it by accident and she thought I was referring to her and she misunderstood it. She was totally upset bout it... I was blurr when she asked me if I really meant wat I had said. She asked if I really did not want to talk to her... I was extremely shocked. My hearts compressed to small size. It hurts a lot. I was damn blurr... I asked CK if I did something wrong but he was blurr too... Not much of a help I guess. I wanted to correct wat I said. Wanted to clear up the misunderstanding but... I just... I'm too stupid... I could nly look at her from a far. I wanted to go near her. Wanted to apologise but... I was a coward... She did return to our bench to ask for assistance with her Maths homework. I grabbed that opportunity to clear up. I told her everything and she finally understood it. But I hav this weirdest feeling she's still upset though... We then pack up once we all got tired. CK took off in a separate way. Sweets went off taking bus 143 first before us. I was... oh nvr mind... The remaining us took the bus 78 and the 4 of us were really happy during the trip. Hehehehe.... As the 4 of us said... "Today is both our bad and happiest day". I gotta agree with that.

posted at 6:48 PM


Saturday, July 21, 2007

Its been a long time since I last blog huh? Let see... Like 3-4 days ago? Yup... Sry sry... Got a little problem with my connection with the server thats why. U don't no how much I have to be patient with my adapter... shifting here... shifting there... Haish... Lots of work for a little advantage... B.T.W I got a few good news!! To PSP fans... A new custom firmware has came not long time ago. Ver. 3.51 M33. Its from a different creator but still trustable. I've updated myine the moment I got my PSP back. I wonder what happened to the previous creator... His nick is Dark Alex or DA for short. Heard some say he got family problems... maybe its true. But hey... every great person needs a rest rite? Even Superman takes a break once in a while. Who would hav thought that in 4 days lots of things can happen. First up... I managed to discover sumting rather disturbing... I'm sensitive to the word "STUPIDIFY". It was during class time and Yiji was talkin bout Harry Porter's new movie with the usual group. As u all no during class time I can be rather... lame to the very extreme. He happened to be talkin bout a spell that was casted during the movie and he tries to create his own which is "stupidify". He said it to me, facig me some more plus he added the actions in! To people's shock... I reacted... I made myself look and sound stupid for a few sec and of course, the others laughed. They never expect that one coming. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!

Next would be a phrase that I accidentally said when I was bored. Hamster and turtle was beside me at that time and I said sumting using my lips not my mouth. Resultin in a "bup-bup" sound. I was shock as the rest too. Had a great laugh and now Hamster noes one method that will sure makes me laugh. Hehehe... Its hard to explain how it is bout the best is u hav to listen to us when we do it. Same goes for the "studify" one too. Up next would be a few lame jokes made by CK n me. HEHEHEHEHE!!! Me and CK had a good laugh when someone mention "is it edible?" Oh nvr mind. U guys don't get it even if I tell u. Hehehehe.... Gomen gomen.

I've finally got caught... Now I can rest abit... but the side dishes still awaits... Wander wat will it be? Got some stuff to worry bout... haish...I feel happy for some of my friends. Namely Lalah. Congratz dude!! Hehehehe.... Happy for him. I'm rather not myself lately after the incident... crap... whenever I'm at home... I always auto change face o my fierce mode... Like wat rite? I still don't no why I'm feeling this way... Oh well... Sooner or later it will go away.... I hope. B.T.W I've downloaded two new games for my PSP which is:
- Riviera: The Promised Land
- Tales of the World: Radiant Mythology
The first one is an RPG game. Not bad in terms of story plot. Its nice to play and its noob friendly. But it has a 2D graphic. Overall not bad. The 2nd is a 3D game. Nice graphic with a nice storyline to match. BUT the gameplay kinda sucks to me. But thats temporary only. Once my character learns one or two new moves than it will be nice. I'm damn bored... Bored to death to be exact. I didn't go out at all today except to go to school for my Chemistry practical. Haish... I'm not too sure if I'm going for tomorrow's outing... Wanna go but don't feel like too... I'll see first if any familiar faces are joining in the fun. I wonder when will it be my turn? Soon or later or never? Nah... Can't be too pessimistic or else I'll get some lectures from someone... Wonder wat's in store for tomorrow. Jyane! Thats all for now. Chao!

posted at 7:30 PM


Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Current state of mind is still the same.... Earlier this morning I was late for school. Damn late lor bcoz of my mum that wakes me up "slightly" later than before by.... half an hour!! Woke up at 6.14AM. Can still slack and walk slowly sia me. My mum was panicking like wat while I was busy taking my time. Before I could even leave my house I was "greeted" again by mum due to two caterpillar on her plant but now they are my "pets"... weird rite? For some unknown reasons... this caterpillars can move fast! Just observed it just now. Curious wat. One of them going to change to a cocoon soon. I wanna watch it changes to that stage with my own eyes for the 2nd time. The beauty of nature that Gaia has to offer... Geologically speaking... no wait... I mean... Wat do u call someone who studies nature and insects? Oh nvr mind... But due to my lateness... I was able come to school with her at the same time! Shocking sia when I spotted her alighting the bus. She was wearing her school U btw... but thats ok... she still looks pretty. In class, unexpectedly... everyone wore their own ethnic costumes except for a few that borrowed from others. During recess... I observed that not many ppl wore costumes plus it makes the group looks like eating on a wedding invitation bcoz of us wearing this traditional coztumes. Hehehehehe..... When lalah came and sat down in front of me, he was facing me(obviously). She was waving at lalah but I terase sia... Had a little laugh over myself coz I replied her wave when it wasn't meant for me.... Hehehe... The games that was set up during assembly was fun. My group personally feel that the best game station is the Chaptey bcoz that was we all feel unity, happy, team spirited and lively. BTW the ppl in my group was CK, Kel and Yiji. Then during remedial... my first luck gone sia!! my damn phone rang and I forgot to silent it. Then kena confiscated for one whole remedial... luckily sia. Phew... Me, lalah, Hamster and Isamudin played chapteh with the floorball while the rest played Pickle ball in the hall. Kena smack in the butt by Ambrose. I gave chase but since my shoes were slippery, I let him go. Oh btw I mangaed to see her in an ethnic costume too! but that was for awhile. Wanted to say she looks ok wearing that but got stop due to some... "obstacles"...hehehehe

We planned on eating in the market after the whole tiring event but too bad... it was closed again!! Strangely enough... she noes that the market will be close for 2 days. On 16 and 17. Wonder how she noes it sia? Moving on... we gave up on eating and we fall upon an idea to buy bubbletea instead while Kel and aunt chiBisuke bought some can drinks. *yawn* damn tired sia... My eyes... too many tears yet doesn't want to fall... Guess I'll go now... Gonna sleep...
Jyane


posted at 12:05 AM


Monday, July 16, 2007

Yosh!! Feel kinda depress rite now not bcoz of my Listening compre later but at least I had fun just now. Went out with lalah to Rochor to buy some DnT parts for his course work... Guess wat? The shop was closed. He was totally pissed off sia at that time. Didn't expect that one coming. Too bad huh? Then we headed towards Sim Lim Square to find shops that sells this parts but no luck. None of the shops there sells it coz its a place meant for computer parts only!! Hehehe... Both me and lalah had a great laugh on our own stupidity. We cross over to Sim Lim Tower next. Went round and round the place but most of the shops were close. Then our stupidity came back... WE GOT TRICKED BY THE ESCALATORS!!! There we go again... Laughing our heads off.

We located the nearest shop when we both were about to leave the complex. It was just beside us only. Lalah bought some gears plus an engine with a shaft. Then we head for Old Chang Kee. Before that... There was an accident on the road side. Just in front of us only sia. Lalah joke bout someone pitching a tent on the middle of the road and that many of the person's "relatives" came to visit him. The "relatives" were actually passerby witnessing the whole thing. Moving on... We took bus 166 back to Clementi and we both went our separate ways. I went to my aunt's house under the direct order of someone supreme... Much higher ranking than me that is my mum... Went there... talk to relatives... blah blah blah... so on n so forth... Went to pasar malam after that around... 11+. Damn tired sia.... Guess I'll go to slp now... its already 2.10am...
Jyane....

posted at 12:12 AM


Sunday, July 15, 2007

Went to NDP today and it seems quite nice. Its fun seeing the master parade and them commanding the parade. Everything was nice and went perfectly except for the part where they say "The arrival of our 1st Parliment member.... SIMULATED". Damn funny sia. No wonder Chee Kian said that that part seems funny. Plus the person that replace them was two guys holding a signboard saying "1st PM". The same thing goes for the part where the Prime Minister' arrival. We all got this bag that looks neat. The best part about that bag is its capability to be customized to something new. Mine was originally orange colour but now is multi colour. Quite nice. The colours are blue, green, red and orange mix together. That shows that all of us are united and together.

After the event we went to eat at LJS. Wah... I had to dig up my wallet to find my money sia... coz of all my money is coins.... Wat to do? just u it lor. Hehehehe... Once finished... we went to the bustop to go home. We took the bus no. 147 all th way to Clementi Interchange to accompany Jason home. Thats wat friends r for rite? always there for friends. At the bustop, I talk to Jason. I really feel like I am close to him. We shared quite a lot of things... Ur probs and bout life. Then I recommend him to listen to the song titled "Umbrella" coz that song's really nice. I told him that song made me cry everytime I listen to it. He asked me why than I let him listen to it. He seems to like it. We kept on listening to it on the bus. We listen to both the original and the remix version which is "Cinderella under my umbrella". He also said the same thing to me..."If I suddenly turn away and cry... don't get shock can?" Then of course I said I won't be shock coz I understand how he feels at that time the moment we listen to it. To me... the song made me remembered about the friends I hav alongside me.... My best friends... The person I cherish the most and all of those things under that category. But most of all... Me and Jason thinks that this song made us remember the person close to ur heart... The person we like... A trust me... but of us nearly cried in the bus sia...

We didn't cry in the end coz we both tried our best not too... very hard sia... but he said crying really helps to reduce ur stress lvl coz the stress fluid in ur brain is being flow out with ur tears... Thats why we feel better after crying ur hearts out. Hamster n his bro alight first coz their bustop is the first one before any of us. Then lalah's turn. Then me n Jason stop at the interchange. He took the bus home while I walk... of course... Along the way I did the usual stuff... I've been trying to cut it down... slowly... one at a time of course... I feel soo bad sia just now at NDP... Feels unfair coz I down there watching while she at home... haish... wat to do... got 4 tickets only... I wasn't able to take pictures too due to the lack of my psp... Thats my only source of camera since my damn HP spoil... Sialah... I really need a new hp.... btw... I read her blog a few mins ago... I...I... I really feel soo stupid... Guess thats the way it has to end huh? Although it seems that way I wont invert back to my oldself.... I'll just get use to it a live o without.... *cry* Guess I'll end here... My eyes... It can't hold on any more... Seems like its going to rain soon... better get ready my "Umbrella".

Jyane......

posted at 1:16 AM


Friday, July 13, 2007

Today I didn't get scolded by Mr Tang for not doing my work. But from what I've noticed... He never scold people for not doing their work. Hehehehehe... Everything went as per normal during lesson except for Maths coz I got fed up with my teach'... Nearly threw my stupid calculator at her... but with some self restrain... I manage not to... Lucky sia... Then no remedial for today and so on and so forth. Quite tired today too. Met with Sweets again sia today. U don't know how much joy it brings to me by just seeing her but I had to leave the moment the group reach the market to eat. Coz I couldn't bear to hurt her again if I accidentally get angry again. I don't want that to happy. Guess its better this way huh? Like but just let it be like that forever... If I do that... when will I be happy? Well... The most important thing is to make her happy.... That should be more than enough for me.... Yea... Hehehehehehe....

posted at 7:45 PM


Thursday, July 12, 2007

Today I feel like... crap sia.. Miss my chance again plus I made a bad impression of myself again to her... Damn it man... Now she finds me boring person. Which is true and I'm sure she feels that in the very beginning... Haish... Don't know la... Can't stop thinking bout it... I wish I can change myself... be more cheerful... sociable... and those other crap that got to do with it... Oh nvr mind...

Hmm... Well for the very least I managed to concentrate during chemistry lesson(which is a rare thing....) Plus my maths is getting better n better each day. YES! That something I should be happy about.... But I'd rather be happy for a different reason... Oh well... Going to my negative mood again I guess... This one whole week I've notice that I'm coming to school later and later leh... Always come out at 6.45 and arrive at around 7 to 7.05... Shit... i still haven't do my English homework... Oh well... dare to face the music... YEA!!! Thats wat I am... dare to face the consequences in terms of academic stuffs only... Hehehehe... In terms of life... I don't dare that much... At least someone finds me interesting and considered me one of his brother sia! Only know each other close in like one week... We do know each other last year but this year we are more closer... As they say... Problems and troubles brings others more closer as they share their problems together... Rite?

Oh well... I guess I'll be off now... Got some request from someone to bring an old friend of mine tomorrow... Guess there's going to be real trouble in store for me. HEHEHEHEHE!!!! Jyane.

posted at 11:44 PM





Your Birthdate: February 23



You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.

You're good at so much - you never know what to do.

Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.

You are destined for a life of travel and fun.



Your strength: Your likeability



Your weakness: You never feel satisfied



Your power color: Bright yellow



Your power symbol: Asterisk



Your power month: May

posted at 11:42 PM


Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Today was a very lllloooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggg day for me. Gotten tired sia after school. Nothing much happened during class today. The guys the didn't stir up trouble so I manage to gain quite a lot. I really enjoyed Chemistry remedial today sia. Able to do most of the revision question with not much referring to the notes and other worksheets. That means I'm doing quite well n class. YES!! Feel happy sia suddenly. Don't know how to explain it but I know I'm happy. Hehehehehe. Managed so see her smile today! That really boosted my morale and happy meter by a lot. Hehehehe.

Kelvin today really counted how many times I said the word "kuso" which means "shit" as in "oh shit" or "shit la...miss again". Total time I said that is... 11 times. Really "amazed" him sia.After school me and the rest when back home walking. I wanted to talk to her but she was busy with Izar so I just leave them to socialize. I'm not angry or anything coz I know they just talking + Izar's my friend. Old friend to be precise. Hehehe. Then after that we all went our separate ways but meet up with Hamster and Lalah to go to a game shop. I really pump up my speed sia coz catchin up with time. I'm really sorry if I had accidentally made someone angry or upset. Sorry ah guys... Then the three of us went to the game shop. Along the way we flame. Only flame once during that journey... then I asked Lalah if I should buy game or marshmallow ten the unexpected answer came out. He said marshmallow instead of game. really shock me there sia. So we didn't buy any game but we did look around for awhile. Hamster had to go off after that then we and Lalah went to block 402 to buy marshmallow. Along the way we took again. Unbelievable sia. Took about a total of 6 I think... Hehehehehehe.... Gomenasai... But I'll stop soon. Promise. By the way... I nearly get caught today... My mum was suspicious of me when I reached home coz I smell like cig... Had to convince her sia. Luckily she gave in... I'd better stop soon and go for her. Yea thats rite... It may take awhile though. But I'll try again.

On this note... Before I end this blog for today... I just wanna say after reflecting today... I love u. But I don't know if I deserve that kind of happiness from u. After what u've been through... But I'll try. I promise I won't repeat the same mistake again... that often.
Jyane!

posted at 8:12 PM


Monday, July 9, 2007

Your Birthdate: February 23







You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.

You're good at so much - you never know what to do.

Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.

You are destined for a life of travel and fun.



Your strength: Your likeability



Your weakness: You never feel satisfied



Your power color: Bright yellow



Your power symbol: Asterisk



Your power month: May



What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


posted at 10:48 PM


Sunday, July 8, 2007

Wah damn tired sia today. Went to Boon Lay Sec coz there was an open house there and I was invited by a friend of mine that is hamster to come along. The ppl going were Hamster, his brother, Lalah n me. We didn't even spend single cent there coz we obtain free coupons from Ham's mum. I still remember the chocolate marshmallow with ichigo (strawberry that is in Japanese). Like we say... Heaven... the taste was heaven. Then after that we went to Jurong Point. Walking around aimlessly until 2 plus. Waiting for Ham's mum to arrive. Lucky for me I found this 1G SD memory card nicely laying on the floor of the school's canteen. Natural reaction. Pickup, look around if someone might be lookin for it but found non. So I brought it home.
I still can't believe myself... I've started to change back to my old self i terms of habits... I started to flame back... (flame is a term I use to represent something else) I was too stress out that time... My only alternative was that lor so... forgive me but I've broken that promise... once more I've done a mistake... I don't know wat was I thinking... But wat I do know at that time I wasn't thinking straight.... I listened to my mind thats why... I knew I had to listened to my heart but... My mind was overpowering my weakened heart... Haish... My mind was thinking... for that moment... She has nothing to do with u anymore plus she had hurt u. So for wat u still keeping that promise!?... Now when I think through back... I regretted for not listening to my heart... Damn it... Got go to sleep already... Jyane...

Heaven Or Hell...

posted at 1:42 AM


Friday, July 6, 2007

Today something drastic had just happen to me n the rest... Currently down like... I don't know how to describe... shit perhaps? I didn't notice it till it happen... I thought everything was going as per normal than I saw this. My whole heart n mind kept on worrying non-stop until the final decision was made... She has decided to stay away from us... I... I... I... I can't take this.... wish this had never happen... I was it was just a dream or some sort... But sadly... I have to face reality... It happened and its true... Why did I made that same mistake again!! Baka Nazree... BBBBBAAAAAAAAKKKKKKAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! Why Naz? Why? Kuso... Why am I crying... I promised not to... maybe its alrite for now... Why....

I wish I could turn back time or restart or something but its already too late for that. What has done can't be undone rite? Depression and confusion is the only thing in my mind rite now.... I don't know wat to do next... Does it end here or wat's going to happen next? I wish I can be given a second chance... To correct myself... my mistakes, my errors, my stupidity n my foolish doings... I'm sorry Sweets. Really I am. I wish I can tell u that... how I feel and to apologize to u but I'm afraid... Coward at heart... Scared to face u as I'm afraid of the outcome... I don't want it to end this way... Never had I expect this to happen...

As from wat I can see here... The group is beginning to fall apart slowly but surely it is... The group originally consist of 6 ppl...
Names: Saifullah, Chee Kian, Kelvin, Hidayat, Syed n me.

Then slowly... One person was already out... Yat was out... Some say he wasn't even part of us to begin with but "wat the hell" was my original thinking at that time... Someone once told me I'll found out why they had not include him in... and now I understand why... But its already too late... Sweets join in not long after that but most of us felt awkward until now coz she's the only girl in there. But slowly... most of us gotten suse to it but we still haven't consider her as part of us coz we're all guys. She can join anytime and we treat her as our friend... though I have feelings for her... I never did much express it to her and I almost always got jealous... But I've gotten over it accept her "fear" towards me... I... I... Not to be self-fish here but I find it rather unfair n unreasonable to me... bcoz I had not done anything wrong to her... I do sometimes scare her with my angered face due to something but she must understand that.... Sometimes I need to be angry to alert her that I don't feel rite about wat she's doing with the rest of the guys... *haish*...
GOMENASAI SWEETS.....
I wish this had never happen... I'll end here... Time to think about my next course of action... Wat am I going to do next... I'll think bout it... But I will need some time.... gomen....

Heaven Or Hell... Invert back to... Chaos mode... U ready Naz...? This is the.... I.N.E.V.I.T.I.B.L.E. end... gomenasai... everyone......
Jyane...

posted at 11:18 PM


Damn tired now... Its 12.31 now and thats can be considered late sia... Finally complete and finish my blog layout... Took me 2 hours++ just to figure all out (eg. The links to some ppl, my profile and other stuff that usually appear at the front page...). I've still yet to finish my English homework which is two... One is on composition while the other is Speech writing... Got remedial after school some more... *haish* Tiring life... Oh yea. Hamster Kelvin Sweets and me went to IMM today to accompany me buy some clothes. I've been waiting since last Sunday sia but was canceled bcoz of something... remember? Felt soo happy after being able to buy it but the sad thing is almost all of the three of them seems to lost their mood... Mostly Sweets... She seems tired... Pity her sia... Oh well... For the very least I managed to see her smile again. Makes my worries depletes by a bit. Then they all need to rush home early so Kel and Sweets alighted two bus stops earlier then usual... which is at the Clementi Interchange. Hmm... Wonder when is it will I be able to go out again with just her only? (Dream on dude... It may happen) Its getting late already... Guess I'll stop here for now... Chao!!

posted at 12:30 AM


Wednesday, July 4, 2007

*stretch* wah damn tired sia today. Went to watch Transformers today with the usual group. The show was great! Don't wish to give spoilers for now. Strangely.... Now I know that Megatron was Optimus Prime's brother... One brother is good while the other one is evil... Nice plus both of them are the leaders for their own team. Can't wait for Transformers 2 to come out though I already know quite a lot of spoilers for the sequel. Starscream and Scorponok(I think this is how he is spell out) survive the attack plus the Allsparks can regenerate itself back but it takes time... Thats all I can say... No further spoilers.

*haish* now I'm starting to feel depressed... I have this feeling of uneasiness... Something tells me I've done something wrong during the outing just now though I didn't notice it... What a pathetic guy I am... After we boarded the 147 bus... I sat alone in front while the rest was behind coz not enough space... Then suddenly got empty seats after a few mins or soo... But I was reluctant to turn back n seat behind coz I wasn't feeling that good... But I did in the end not bcoz of only Sweets had called me but it was also bcoz... nvr mind... Hehehe... Then I notice something bout Sweets that was not rite... She seems so quiet n not smiling!! For heaven sake that really worries me a lot leh...

I tried asking if she was feeling alrite but she didn't say anything much... All she did was nodding her head... Indicating she was fine... But I doubt it so. I pad attention to her all the way until most of the group had already disband and she still remains the same... Damn worrying leh.. I seriously didn't know wat to do... But I still persevere on until I reach the bustop that brings back that memory... I did ask again but still same reply... That worries me coz she has something in her mind that she doesn't want to share... I don't like to see her in that state and I wish to lessen her troubles.... I don't mind listening... *haish* Some more I accidentally hurt her heart again... I feel so bad now... T_T GOMENASAI!!! I hope she's fine by tomorrow... If not... I'll blame myself again coz I have a feeling it got something to do with me after the movie... *haish* I'm worrying too much I guess.... Hehehehe.... Tomorrow's is a new day... Better be prepared for anything. Now I most remember to socialize more with her. Hehehehe....

Jyane,
Nazuri a.k.a Pineapple

posted at 10:04 PM


Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Current games that I'm looking forward to get my hands on or yet to be release that seems fun and enjoyable:

*Q1, Q2, Q3, Q4: Q means quarter... Thus Q1 means 1st quarter of the year... Q2 means 2nd quarter etc etc.....
-Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII (PSP) August or September
-Dead Head Fred (PSP) Aug 28
-Dragoneer's Aria (PSP) Aug 21
-Devil May Cry (PSP) TBA 2007
-Devil May Cry 4 (PC)
-Gitaroo Man Lives (PSP)
-Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (PSP) Jun 25
-LocoRoco (PSP) Oct 17
-Monster Hunter 2 (PSP/PS2) Aug 28
-Need For Speed ProStreet (PSP) Q3 2007
-Silent Hill Origins (PSP) Nov 13
-Spider-Man 3 (PSP) Q4 2007
-Tales Of The World: Radiant Mythology (PSP) July 17
-WWE Smackdown! vs. RAW 2008 (PSP) TBA 2007
-Worms: Open Warfare 2 (PSP) Sept 18
-Yu-Gi-Oh Duel Monsters GX: Tag Force 2 (PSP) July 26

posted at 10:21 PM


Alrite... Time to resume for yesterday's event which is on 2 July 2007... Me Kel n Sweets met at the JE Entertainment Center Arcade. Kel was so engross with Initial D ver 4 and I must say I'm impressed with this new ver. Every map seems to be made for drift style from what I've observed... Planning to start playin it soon... See when I have the courage to...

After bout... 6 mins of watching Kel versus-ing with a friend of him, we went off to IMM again. But this time was accompanying Sweets buying some clothing which she had her eye on the previous day. Then I was forced to go to toilet to style up my hair! That was the problematic part... given up half way and meet up with both of them again. Sometime later a friend of Sweets contacted her informing her bout something... If I'm not wrong its bout her friends asking her out I think n they were near us in IMM also. To be more specific... they at Long John Silver... I went off to the restroom again b4 reaching there n had to drag Kel along to help me check my hair... Once done I asked him if she had sms him or sumting n he said she did but it was her friend... not Sweets. So as usual... we rush there. Suddenly we were greeted by two beautiful ladies. One is her friend Melissa and the other is Sweets. Here's the bad part... her friend asked me if I could allow Sweets to accompany her go somewhere... Then I..I......*sigh* the I said yes...though I really do not want her to go coz I miss her leh... I really did after that... wat to do?

But for the very least she seems happy and thats enough for me. Hehehehe... (I'm pathetic rite?) Oh yea... Our initial plan b4 that event was to go Suntec city but got cancel bcoz of that... *haish* I was planning to buy clothes n spend some time with her there but... Nvr mind... I still got other time rite? Guess this weekend or weekday I'll try again lor... O gosh... Need to sleep soon... Oyasumi...

posted at 12:10 AM


Monday, July 2, 2007











Your True Birth Month Is January




Loyal

Social

Logical

Easily jealous

Loves children

Rather reserved

Highly attentive

Likes to criticize

Needs close friends

Ambitious and serious

Smart, neat and organized

Hardworking and productive

Loves to teach and be taught

Quiet unless excited or tensed

Sensitive and has deep thoughts

Knows how to make others happy

Searches for the greatest romance

Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds

Romantic but has difficulties expressing love

Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses



What's Your True Birth Month?
Seems kinda true... But if I'm truly from this month... Then I'll be one month faster and I'll be premature baby!











What You Really Think Of Your Friends




Gabriel is your soulmate.



You truly love Syed Hamzah.



You consider Chuan Ru your true friend.



You know that Chee Kian is always thinking of you.



You'll remember Hidayat for the rest of your life.



You secretly think Kelvin is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.



You secretly think that Saifullah is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.



You secretly think that Wei Ju is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Wei Ju changes lovers faster than underwear.



You secretly think Me is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Me has a hidden internet romance.



What Do You Think of Your Friends?












Your Personality Is




Idealist (NF)




You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.

You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.



You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.

Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.



You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.

Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.



In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.



At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.



With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.



As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.



On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.



The Three Question Personality Test





You Are Very Happy



Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day.

And you don't need a quiz to tell you that!

You know how to find pleasure in the little things...

And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective.













Your Love Quote




Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.



What Love Quote Suits You?





Your Hair Should Be Blue



Wild, brilliant, and out of control.

You're a risk taker with an eye to the future.


Blue!? Now thats shocking...

posted at 10:51 PM


I was initially wanted to blog yesterday n today but ended up blogging today only. Bcoz of the poor connection... everything lags... I couldn't even check my email! Very problematic indeed. *haish* tomorrow school resumes again... There's one bright side of going to school everyday for me. Hehehe... Not just to study and gain knowledge... Well... U should know. *phew* The weather's getting warmer eac day don't u think? Alrite alrite... I'll get to the topic at hand... Sheesh...

Yesterday: 1 July 2007

Hmm... Let's see... Yesterday I went out with Kelvin, Lalah and Sweets. the 4 of us went to study for a while at JE Library then after 1hr of boredness (For my part that is) we went to IMM to follow Lalah buy some clothing. Kelvin and Sweets was tempt by the clothes but only Lalah bought the clothes. Then soon after that I went to buy... Gatsby: Moving Rubber. "I can give u Gatsby... Gatsby" *cough* *cough* Sry sry... got carried away. The rest (Lalah and Sweets) needed to head home already soo me and Kel follow them along... Taking the 105 bus to my bustop area.

To my shock... I saw something that I did not want to ever see again if possible... But it happened... I saw... Nvr mind... I'll just keep it to myself... Then shared lame jokes with Lalah until reach my bustop. Then both Lalah and Sweets went home. Me and Kel got nothing better to do then we took bus 151 from Kent Ridge terminal to Hougang. Took a old modeled bus which is the non-air con bus. Brings back the ol' memories. Yea. Hmm... That also made me reflect abit and that was one of the time I talk serious with Kel. Kinda helpful for me. Hehehehe... Reach home around 11+. Sad thing is no one was home the moment I reached home.... *haish* I'll resume later alrite? Jyane!!

posted at 8:30 PM