Today something drastic had just happen to me n the rest... Currently down like... I don't know how to describe... shit perhaps? I didn't notice it till it happen... I thought everything was going as per normal than I saw this. My whole heart n mind kept on worrying non-stop until the final decision was made... She has decided to stay away from us... I... I... I... I can't take this.... wish this had never happen... I was it was just a dream or some sort... But sadly... I have to face reality... It happened and its true... Why did I made that same mistake again!! Baka Nazree... BBBBBAAAAAAAAKKKKKKAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! Why Naz? Why? Kuso... Why am I crying... I promised not to... maybe its alrite for now... Why....