Sunday, July 8, 2007

Wah damn tired sia today. Went to Boon Lay Sec coz there was an open house there and I was invited by a friend of mine that is hamster to come along. The ppl going were Hamster, his brother, Lalah n me. We didn't even spend single cent there coz we obtain free coupons from Ham's mum. I still remember the chocolate marshmallow with ichigo (strawberry that is in Japanese). Like we say... Heaven... the taste was heaven. Then after that we went to Jurong Point. Walking around aimlessly until 2 plus. Waiting for Ham's mum to arrive. Lucky for me I found this 1G SD memory card nicely laying on the floor of the school's canteen. Natural reaction. Pickup, look around if someone might be lookin for it but found non. So I brought it home.
I still can't believe myself... I've started to change back to my old self i terms of habits... I started to flame back... (flame is a term I use to represent something else) I was too stress out that time... My only alternative was that lor so... forgive me but I've broken that promise... once more I've done a mistake... I don't know wat was I thinking... But wat I do know at that time I wasn't thinking straight.... I listened to my mind thats why... I knew I had to listened to my heart but... My mind was overpowering my weakened heart... Haish... My mind was thinking... for that moment... She has nothing to do with u anymore plus she had hurt u. So for wat u still keeping that promise!?... Now when I think through back... I regretted for not listening to my heart... Damn it... Got go to sleep already... Jyane...

Heaven Or Hell...

posted at 1:42 AM