Yea! Today is Singapore's 40th Birthday!! Wohoo!! And wat a great way to celebrate with a lot of foiled plans for me!! Yeah!! I didn't even go out lor for today... spent most of my time... I don't wish to say this and I still can't believe it... I cried... Its been a long time since I last cried. Thought I had forgotten to cry but it seem I can but only on extreme conditions. *haish* This is embarrassing. My initial plan for today was to watch the fireworks with someone. So I was planning to invite her first but than after many cases like this... I asked the others first but none of them could make it so I was thinking of just canceling it coz... she doesn't want to go out with me and just the two of us. But I did sms her but I didn't ask yet. Just smsing for awhile... Thats when she said she's going out with her friends to watch the fireworks... Lucky I didn't ask. So thats when I was left alone all day at home with a spoil TV, not working internet and totally alone filled with bad luck!! Wat a way to celebrate huh?!