Tuesday, December 4, 2007

*Phew* Tired sia today. Drive here drive there. Walk here walk there. Meet up with my brothers again today which can be said a good thing but I still miss the guys. But I miss Hotaru and Reece more nyaa... They haven't been online for 4 days now. The last time they didn't go online was 3 days. Now 4 days... Maybe the next one will be 1 whole week... This holiday season seriously killing me slowly. Bit by bit. Inch by inch.

I'm still shocked by what Kaile said to me this afternoon. "This may not happen but I have a feeling you might one day fall for Reece". Thats what he said and I clearly remembered that in my mind and that bothers me a whole damn lot. Usually what he says and predict comes true for him but lets hope its not true... If it is then... It won't happen!! I know it won't. I'm confident of it coz I won't hurt the innocent girl's heart. To me... its already a dream come true to be able to have a Japanese as my girlfriend and I'm happy bout that... though I feel rather not contented at heart. I know why and what I'm missing but I can't get to that yet. Its not like what you think so don't worry.

I was also shocked by an sms I received from someone close today. It shock me until I had to stare at my cellphone for a good ~close to~ two mins. Now I like to do a few things as my current hobby. One is to take either bus or my uncle's lorry (Wah. The wind damn shiok!!), listenin to my music, daydream and hang out with my brothers. Lets just hope she goes online today... anyone of them will do... I got to go. Jaana...

posted at 7:41 PM