Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Wah!! I feel like tearin suddenly now... T_T I don't know why. The number 23 is my favorite number but somehow... at times I don't really like it nowadays. It has a meaning to me. Separate the numbers and you will understand(hopefully nyaa). For example, 23 to 2 and 3. This two numbers has its meaning...

Someone once scolded me when he found out I like two person. But the only thing I told him is not to worry coz I won't go for the second one for she will not like me. But still... somehow, somewhat... I can't forget her. Can't help it though... Havin someone that loves you deeply but livin somewhere far from you and a girl that you like that lives near you... Its confusin for me... Every time I see couples out there I felt happy yet sad and depressed at times coz I'm missin the love of someone... At times I wish she was here... living in Singapore or visitin again rite this very minute. I'm sorry.. It seems that the rain is pourin inside too. I better close the curtains... To tell you the truth, actually, I can't... never mind. I'd rather keep to myself for the time being nyaa... I like her but I won't tell. I rather let her discover it herself. I ain't gonna tell her coz I'm afraid I might lose her... Hehe... somethings never change do they huh? I'm always as indecisive, blur and a total idiot as ever... Wonder where will my destiny takes me to...

Its getting late already nyaa. Sorry. Guess I'll chao now. Jaana...

posted at 2:05 AM