Monday, January 21, 2008

Fallen sick since yesterday. Had a high fever, sore throat, flu and coughin which only hurts more every time due to my sore throat... I can still remember what the doc said to me, "Wah! Full house sickness I see. I never had someone like you for a very long time". I was so shock by his words but yea, he and i laughed instead after that. Its been a long time since I last visited that clinic. In the afternoon I went to my aunt's place coz my grandmother misses me so much (I was surprised by this. Never really expect anyone to miss me at all). An idea came to me not long after that and I called Kaile to come over and chat with him and he made it. He stayed for a very long time and it was great. My family members (includin my relatives) finds him a very nice person. Well, he is one. Hehehe..

Its been a long time since I last spoke to Hotaru. Well, not really speak but yea.. you get what I mean.. I hope. Just this mornin she suddenly sent me a message. I do miss her. I have to admit that but... Oh yea. Her computer was spoil but it has now been repaired and now it is Reece's turn. Her dumb brothers (really they are and yes, they are her biological brothers) threw frozen Play Doh onto her computer and yea, it spoils soon after that. Haha.. To bad for her I guess. I need to rest already. See ya later, chao!

posted at 12:30 AM


Saturday, January 19, 2008

Its been a long time since I last blog huh. got so much work and today can be said one of the most busiest day. To make things worst I'm not feelin too well though but no one really notice except for my mum. There's only one thing that has been keepin/drivin/supportin me to go to work even when I'm ill (not yet but soon I guess). I found out somethin while workin for this past few days... I'm one of the helpful people so far. I never say no to any request from anyone. I even sent a delivery directly to our customer's home and the other is to his vehicle. Chinese New Year is drawin near... Looks like things goin to get much more busier and tirin! Well at least I have Zaw Oo to guide me if I need some sort of help. Hehe... I'm just waitin for the rite time... waitin... Haish... the fever must have gotten to me already. Don't mind me. Guess I go and take a rest now. Don't want to miss my chance to talk due to some pathetic sickness!! Hehe... sorry... Well.. Janna and chao!

posted at 1:06 AM


Monday, January 14, 2008

Help!! Help me!! In the evening at bout 5.40+ while I was takin my dinner with a friend of mine... a guy who is my colleague, touch and stroke my hair and said to y friend in chinese that he admires my hair. I felt uneasy the moment he translate it for me and quickly turn to look at him but... he was still smilin and it gives me the creeps! Somehow the way he strokes reminds me of someone strokes the same way too but slightly different BUT thats besides the point. That doesn't make me enjoy him touchin me like that... eeeee!!!

I got really shocked yesterday. Really I did!! While I was daydreamin for a short while, thinkin bout how borin it was at that time since I got nothin else to do, suddenly out of the corner of my eye, I noticed someone was runnin towards me with a fearsome speed and intention (well from my first impression). Suddenly she breaks. My first thought was, "she's going to ram me down or punch me or complaint to me though we have never met before". Then she speaks "Naz!!" My first thought was, "Oh great... now she knows me while I don't even know her!" Then when everythin was clear... I froze. "How come she's here?! I must be dreamin! How come I'm stuck! I can't move! Quick! Say somethin! Anythin!!", I thought. My two colleagues, Ah Fa and the other guy I don't know his name, laugh or giggled at my reaction. I seriously can't move nor blink! I just stood there and stone!! My supervisor, Zaw Oo, was watchin me from a far, laughin too (he told me that after the whole thing).

I was so surprised and happy to see her but it was unexpected. After the whole unexpected "commotion", Ah Fa tried to imitate me when I was approachin him while the other guy asked was I alright coz he never expect me to react until like that. I told him my heart nearly stop and it hurts somehow (it does if your heart almost or really stops. Thats how a heart attack feels like...charge!!) Then Zaw Oo came with that grin of his... hehe. I really know what he was a bout to say then Ah Fa asked, "Who was that? I got shock when I saw you react like that. Is she..." "Yea. She's a friend of mine", I replied. "Hey! I haven't finish yet and you say already. Haiya.. I thought you saw a ghost behind her. You stood there quite long leh. Hahaha!! Never thought you can pause until like that." Haish... Hehe... I must say it was a great experience but I nearin had a heart attack lor. That Zaw Oo... he never fails to smile nor grin and he was shocked too coz it was his first time seeing someone in that kind of state. At least we all had a great laugh at myself but hey, it was fun!

It's gettin late. Guess some other time then. Jaana and chao!!

posted at 12:41 AM


Friday, January 11, 2008

Reached home late today plus I took the Taxi. Slacked too much until we forgot the time. Hehehe... Somehow I feel kinda bored going to work. Not because of the things that I must do but more towards not being able to do much work during the night. Time pass by quickly in the afternoon due to the things that I do like restock the products but at night... walk here, walk there. Look here, look there. Haish... BORING!!!

This is the start of my 2nd week of work. I only got one more off-day for this week which falls on Wednesday (hopefully I have it) then after that... 2 weeks straight, no off-days and OT but I don't know whether will I be given OT pay or not.

I'm too tired out already. Hehe... Guess I'll talk to you some other time then. You miss me that much is it? Just kiddin. how I wish I could just meet the others, more towards meeting them all la huh. Hehe... Oh well... Jaana and chao!!

posted at 2:20 AM


Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Yea! Today will be my last of work and tomorrow will be my off-day! So cool! When I was working yesterday I injured one of my finger. It bleed non stop and my supervisor noticed it and asked me to go office and apply some medication but instead I didn't. Pretend I did and continue back working. When I was going about to go home, I talked to one of the staff members. Everyone there is friendly and jokers and loud too. Like me! He thought I was an Indian in the first place and I told him I'm not and I'm actually a Malay. He said must be due to my head plus my hair confuses him at that time. Then he asked me was I messaging my girl since I was browsing through my sms. Then I said no adding no one will like me. Then he said this, you are not lucky you know".

"Really? Why?" I asked. "You already at this age and you still single?! You really are unlucky."
"Hmm... quite true but I'm tryin to have one soon. I already have in mind but not right timing yet."
"You still waiting for this long? You will miss your chance if you take too long. Good that you have someone already.
"But I don't know if she will like me or leave me after that leh boss."
"Go for it. If you never try, you never know. This kind of thing must take chances. Its better then not doin anything bout it. Its not good to keep to your heart for too long."
"Haha... guess you're right boss. Being single up until now is kinda unlucky for me."

Well, thats what we had for that particular topic. Can't believe he called me unlucky for being single for all this years even until now. I can't really say that Hotaru is my girl coz I don't feel it that anymore... plus I don't get to see her or experience couples would when they get to see each other. I'm really sorry... thats why I prefer having someone who I can at least meet and share our time together even if it is not often.

Guess I'll go to sleep now. Bye bye.

posted at 1:57 AM


Monday, January 7, 2008

Today will be my fifth of work. Comparing all the other days, I must say that the first day of work is the worst... they test me by doin unnecessary work! But as the days goes by... it gets more hilarious. I get to meet all sorts of people from different intelligent level. Some are blur while others are plain dumb. I even entered the wrong toilet yesterday! I went in to the female's instead of the male's! Hehehe... luckily no one saw that one. *Phew*

Suddenly I just don't have the mood to anything already, apart from going to work that is. Don't really know why la huh. Maybe its because I'm too tired... yea... guess that must be it... How I wish I could be like you for a day. Don't really need to bother bout anything... but I must say its a boring life for you. If you were me, what are you going to do?

I sent my photo to Hotaru yesterday and I thought she might have a change of hearts or something like that but instead she says I look fine and I should say something bad bout myself at all. Everyone deserve to feel good bout themselves. True but... haish... guess she likes me not because of how I look but its my personality. Thats good rite? I mean for a japanese girl to like you even after seeing your appearance and still loves you... thats more that words can describe but... haha never mind that... I guess I'll talk to you again later. I need to sleep back already. Janna.

posted at 7:42 AM


Friday, January 4, 2008

Yesterday was my first day of work. Finally got a job after several tries in different profession. Lucky me! Where I'm workin currently? Well... in Teban's Sheng Shiong as a Drink packaging. The job's tough but fun I must say. The people there are friendly though many can't talk proper English and Malay. So can say I'm at a disadvantage though. Right? You don't think so? Why? Hmm... true true. I can always try to approach them like I did with a few of them. In the afternoon I'm workin with two more people as the Drinks department but at night... I'm all alone, really! First day of work s already tough but what's going subsequently? I can handle it.

The heaviest amount of drink I carried before for today is ten cartons of red bull drinks. It's weight is manageable but when I was supposed to bring it to the carpark to transfer it to the customer's car... kinda troublesome since there's no ramp but only stairs. I was being called by other customers by different names. One is "young man" (sounded wrong but ok la), "boy" and "excuse me. Can you..." but the worst is when I was being called "hey Mat" by one Malay aunty!! Sheesh! Do I look like one?! But throughout the whole day I was smilin and being friendly to everyone! Kinda surprisin to me. Hehehe... The weird thing is, even during work I could even find the time to think of her! Weird though coz others are mostly thinkin of ending the day or eatin while I'm at that! Totally weird! Hehehe... Oh well.

Thanks to this job my life is affected. Number one is I can't call coz she's most probably has fallen asleep. Number two is when others are planin to go out I'll have some sort of difficult. That I tell you later. But if I were to look at a positive side, I'm actually experiencin what my father has to go through each day. I really felt the hardship he has been through and how hard it is to earn a livin. I also gain some skills too.

My workin time is from 2.30PM to 10.30PM and for 6 days and only one off day that falls only on the weekdays and not weekends. Two weeks before Chinese New Year I'm goin to have to work till late night and it can go all the way until 2AM! But I'm fine with it. I'm not picky and I never complain. The other thing is everyone will not be given an off-day for that period of time. Tough rite? Guess so but its worth it.

Something rather unexpected happen when I was helpin my colleagues to pack up before closing the Supermarket! When I was outside with several of my colleagues helpin to carry the stuffs back in, one of the female cashier who is quite young said my hair was cute!! Well, she didn't say it to me but to my colleague when he pass by her and he translate it to me directly after that in front of her. Not that it matters much but it just shock me and I stood there lookin at him after he said that to me for a couple of seconds. The reason being is that it is actually my first time for someone to say that about me!! Hehe... BUT!! I have someone in heart already so yea. Hehe... thats one reason why I'm working hard now. Planin to buy somethin for her and I hope she'll like it but I won't get it so soon. Still too early and the time isn't rite yet. I notice somethin... Look at the time! I have to sleep already. See ya later! Jaana! Chao!

posted at 12:21 AM