I hav just done it again...amazin isn't it as to how stupid I can be. I made her cry again. Though she said a reason that somewhat wants to assure me that it isn't my fault...but somethin within me says that I am at fault and thus I can I'm a jek yet again... why can't I just do thigs rite for once...why can't I make her happy...I'm sorry baby... I didn't mean to...I'm sorry...How I wish you were really, my friend. Why? So that I can ask you to beat me inside out until I said stop or I get it clear into my mind... I'm filled with regrets now... I'm sry...