*Cryin* ZZZZZZZZZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T It's the first hour of my birthday and I've made my baby cry!! *smack head against computer table* (I really did this) AAAAARRRRRRRHHHHHHH...the pain...ooowww...my mum just asked me what the hell just happened and to her surprise she saw my little hum over the head. Currently now being question by mum why and what really happen.
You may be shock after hearing this but I er.... I er.... I actually tryin to play Audition back. My character was level for almost 5 years! I haven't not even try the tutorial for my character! So I can be said to hav a fresh yet old character. Thats all for now. Bye bye!!
Hello Zan. Just drop to see whether do you remember what is on for tomorrow. You remembered!? Oh thank you!! But in actual fact, I don't really look forward to this year's birthday of mine. Why? Well...let me put it this way. For the past birthdays of mine, I was...single in a way but last year, months after my birthday, God gave me the greatest and most wonderful gift ever to someone like me but I didn't treat His gift well enough sometimes...so this year's birthday I may not have that wonderful gift with me anymore...that's why I am not lookin forward to it. It hurts me thinkin back bout what I did all this time. I was so stupid at some point of life but I've realise that but maybe... just maybe...its too late...
Hello! How are you? I'm fine thank you. Just a little hungry thats all. Hehe..You know, I used to typin "who are you" instead of "how are you" to ask the person how is he or she is doing currently but that error of mine has been fix becaues I always read to check most of the time. Its been a long time since I'm able to hang out with Sai, Hamster and Kel as a group and that opportunity came because I was plannin to pass Sai's thumbdrive back to him and Hamster was with him from the start while before that I met with Kel first while waitin for Sai. Had a great laugh from jokes here and there and I must say that yesterday was an eventful day.
Happy Valentines Day dear friend!! Hehe...how are you feeling? Great? Thats good. I tot of droppin by for a while to accompany you and share some thought that's in my mind currently. This valentines day somehow have opened my eyes and made me see the importance of the people in my life. Be it my family, my friends and my baby girl. How important it is to treat them with respect and friendliness and not take things for granted or with much anger. I am sorry for all my past mistakes to all my friends and I don't mind if I am not forgiven or given another chance to redeem myself because I do make the same mistakes sometimes. I'm thinkin of going around to meet my friends later on if they are not busy to really explain to them how much they mean to me and I'm sorry for all my wrong doings in the past and not so past no mater where they may be today.
Today was yet again one of my worst day goin out...and I bet tomorrow will be no different either... Well, I went for Hao's BBQ today and from the beginning which is during the time I met the rest of the old group all the way till we left the BBQ I received many negative stuffs... And one think for sure is that I don't understand why I was havin a very low self-esteem and angered so quickly...It's not really me that kind..
Yosh yosh yosh!! My birthday is still far away and yet I've reach a present yesterday night. Shockin huh? Honestly speakin I don't expect to receive any presents from last year onwards because technically I'm kinda old and most people around me ain't those kind that will make a big deal out of my birthday so thats why purposely have no high expectations of receivin presents but I thank those that had given me before. THANK YOU ALL even to those that given me cards and friendship! I'll cherish them my whole life!
A card photo of Ruka and a preview photo of an anime.
A photo of the current costume for the the band for this single. Its inside the CD cover.
Its a first for Lalah to ever tagged me but er...Why the Hell is it so F-ed up long!?!? Pardon me for such crude words but I am at my angered state. Not because of a bunch of questions but actually about other unnecessary thing which I find it idiotic and pointless for me to be angry with and don't want to but I still hopelessly feel angered by it...
Gah...I'm so bored rite now...and alone not to mention. I can't remember how I manage to live alone with much friends when I was in primary till secondary school. Thinkin back really makes me feel I'm a loner when I was in primary school. Well...at least later I can meet Kai and Kel for supper. Boy am I hungry. I hope I won't get gastric later while eatin coz that happen often if I hav not been eatin for quite a long time like now? Hehe... worry not. I'll be fine. If not,I'l just lose an intestine of mine which is....hmm...Kel did told me last time bout it..hmm..now wad was it? AH!! It's the large intestine if I remember it correctly.
The other thing that troubles me is that why am I seeing those old friends of mine suddenly. I know I don't miss them but why? Don't tell me my time is *gulp*..up...NO!! Thats not possible!! Lets put it as that they are tryin to tell me that I am not alone. Yes! That shud be it!! Oh yea. I think I shud mention those that did not appear. Here goes, Kai, Kel, my parents, my baby, my sis, my relatives and mi. Yup. Thats all. I'll end here for now coz I got to go. BYE!!
I'm goin to be bored very soon. Supposed to go to my uncle's house but I refuse to go in the end after hearin from my mum that only the ladies will be stayin over because the guys will be leavin for fishin. So thats why I opt for stayin at home instead of goin there and be surrounded by females...wads more my female cousins...I'd rather be home then there.