Monday, April 27, 2009

Hello hello hello!! How are you my friend? Haha.. I trust that you are doin fine for the time being? That's good to hear. Me? Well, here I am goin to tell you of my current progress. It has been a week now and I doin quite ok. Not that well but I can't say that I am doin great too. I'm enjoyin life as it is with my old pals. I still can't really get used to my classmates. No matter how close I am to them, I am always much, much, much more closer to my old friends. Especially to one of them but alas, I shall not mention it as everyone is currently movin on with their own lives, except me. I feel like I'm still stuck in time. Like my time has stop at the moment.

But worry not. I am still doin fine all this while. Just a slight coughin here and there, a little throat discomfort (like sore throat) and talkin to myself from time to time. Somehow I get this feelin like what I say, think and feel does not matter to some anymore. More like being ignored or forgotten. It's like if I want to show some support to others but the other party does not seem to be bothered by it or even what's to acknowledge it. If it so that I am to be avoided, I shall accept it but please, let me know of it. Now I need to plan a little outin for Yat though the only thing I can do is to gather everyone, if possible, and make confirmation with them. I hope everyone can make it but if some of them can't, it's okay.

Among all the things that matters to me, you guys are the ones that I cherish the most. Hehe... I know that this may sound evil and bad but among all of us, only one of us matters the most to me. I wanna protect that smile of your's. The sweet and lovely smile of your's by bringin you happiness and company if I am given the chance too.

posted at 12:04 AM