Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Yosh!! How are you? Me? Hehehe... I feel that my brain ain't workin properly for the time being. Hehe.. Want to know why? I accompanied Es and Yasir to Tekka for their lunch. Both of them are my classmates and from the same group too. I already taken my lunch in school and by the time they were eatin i suddenly lost my appetite... got too caught up with things inside my mind and over some conversation I had with both of them inside bus. OH!! Speakin of that! I think someone has taken a likin to me already but it isn't somethin to be happy with. This person has been smilin at me since the time this person board the bus and sittin behind Yasir. The problem here isn't bout the looks but more towards the gender... I know I may look like a girl wearin this hair band but please... a soft-guy was smilin at me from time to time... HELP!!!!

After they finish takin their lunch, we walk around some more. Gosh... I have been to that place for God knows how many times... I usually come to Tekka for like twice every year but thanks to Yasir, it's like a weekly routine. Provided I followed him that is. Problem starts when we were waitin for bus to head home. I knew there is a bus 147 at the bustop that I was headin towards to and just nice Es's and Yasir's bus came so they board first. I went to the bus information board to check where does the 147 last stop and I went O_O *points middle finger*. I can't forget the faces of some waitin passengers who were observin me lookin at the board and shocked with my sudden reaction. All of them went (O) _ (O)!! Hahahahahaha!!! I board the bus and retook the same bus service at Hougang station back to Clementi. What a long ride. Alone some more! I was smilin like an idiot lookin at some of the couples sittin in front. Technically is because I was happy for them but when I slide my phone, hehe... the weather outside the bus turned gloomy. Really!! It wasn't because I was sad! It was even rainin inside the bus at the seat that I was sitting!!

Can't wait for Saturday to come! Can't wait to see all of them once again. ;P NOT!! If I were to say that only, I'm partially lying. I actually can't wait to see her more than anyone of them. If I am to miss anyone fisrt and deepest, it will be her though I will try not to show it as I do not want to be of a nuisance to her in any manner. I wanted to call her just now before she goes to sleep but she's not used to it anymore as noone calls her at night anymore. The last time I called her was on the Sunday I think and it was less than a minute as she was busy on msn, webcammin. I long to hear her sweet and cheerful voice, long to see her beauty and gorgeousness of an angel again but... I stupidly ignored this feeling and keepin it to myself. Why? Because I do not want to disturb her when she is with her friends and also because I'm afraid of her. I don't know whether am I doin a correct thing but all I know is that I want to see her smile. If possible, I want to be together with her again. I will be waitin, tryin. This is my only wish. I will do my best to prove to her that I have changed! I will do my best to win her heart if possible! I will do my very best!!

Hehe... I think I'll stop here then. Gettin a little sleppy here. Bye bye!!

posted at 11:09 PM