I feel weak now... weak as in emotionally and perhaps mentally. Like a insignificant being... a being of no importance at all... that's how I'm feeling right now. Been crying for quite some time now but it is still flowing. I thought but tearin it will help ease me but it doesn't seem that way... I'm totally down... depressed... scared... of what... I don't know.. or maybe I do know... perhaps I'm in denial... I don't know... I'm so alone right now... noone at home... got noone to talk to... I want company... but... I'm afraid to voice out... I feel so helpless now.. I don't even know what's goin on or what's wrong... I want to go out but not in this condition...I'm hungry but no appetite.. need to study but I can't focus.. I may end up soakin it instead... So many.. many things in my mind... so many things happened yesterday... a day of mmory... of loneliness... a day that I can mark the lost of my house too... damn... I had enough of losin those that I care for... I don't want to lose anymore... I can't take it!!! help... somebody... anybody... I'm begginn... save me pllease.. save me from this... help me...