Tuesday, June 30, 2009

My stomach... oh the pain!! *Ahem* I'm havin stomach ache right now due to eating a spoilt food. Hehe... you can blame me for that. I pissed someone off a few minutes before I went to eat and because of the shock (and blamin myself), I forgot that the food that I was bout to eat was a food that my mum bought early in the morning and she told to keep it in the fridge to preserve it but I forgot. The taste? sourish... *shivers* and now the pain is... oooohhh... the pain!! Maybe this is what I deserve for makin someone angry huh? I'll just bear with it... as a form of punishment...


T3T I'm scared... Initially I was pretendin to cry but I ended up cryin for real. Ahehe... I guess I'm weak inside huh? You can call me cry baby if you want coz I knda cry often nowadays and thats scary! Coz my mum notice that at times, I keep callin "Ma" (shortform of mother) when I'm sleepin and she asked why am I callin out to her in my dreams and cryin at the same time. but then I told her that the person that I was runnin after in my dream wasn't my mum but someone else that I know and I am well aware that I kept on calling that person as "Ma" or "mother" at times in my dreams. I still can't forget that puzzled look on my mum's face when I explained to her that she wasn't the mother in my dreams.

She was like, "if I am not in your dreams, then, who could that person be and why you keep calling her "Ma"? Is that person my younger self?" I was like O3O, "NOO!! Why would I dream of you in my dream? I'm not dad! He should be the one dreaming of you. Not me! And err... try not to compliment yourself in some convresation ok Ma?" "Crazy la this boy. If it is not me, then who? Share with Ma". "Well... someone who loves me equally or more than you love me and also, a person that I can love back in many ways more than just family and friends." "O_O? Why like that? How can you call someone like that your mother? You got somethin wrong with your huh Naz? Need Ma to whack you on that head of yours a bit?"


"Err.. no thanks! It's my dream what, so I can't really control it. Sheesh... a bit a bit want to smack." "Since I allow her to smack and do whatever she likes to you, I must take some chance also la so that you won't miss your mother's special smack or a little motherly slap." " O3O' ack!! No thank you!!" Hehe... that's my mum for you. Weird but at times funny. Never fails to demoralise and discourage me. Hehe... And yea, my mum really allows that friend of mine to do whatever she likes to me because at home, I am mischievous so my mum can smack me at home but when I'm outside, noone is there to smack me if I go high so my mum has given to her full authority to smack me. And that's bad but the goo thing is, she doesn't know! AHAHAHA!! But if she does know... *gulp* I'll chao first! Ok la, I'm gettin sleepy here already too. Goodnight to you!

posted at 12:39 AM