Yosh Zanzan! Hehe! Thought of droppin by yesterday and chat with ya but was too tired. Hehehe... Gomen gomen.. Okok. I went to EOY yesterday. The event itself was rather disappointin especially the location where the event took place. It's small in my opinion and when the place is packed with people... you can imagine how hard it was for me and Orange to walk around. Oh ya, I went there with Orange too! Hehe~ I'll get to that later. The only thing that I like bout the venue was the Theatre hall, if I remember correctly or was it called the auditorium... hmm... oh well! But to me, that's the best area of all for the event wise. But overall for the event, it wasn't very great. I still prefer a larger space like EXPO that kind. Hehe~
I'm like, stonin right now on my pc table? So bored and hungry and yet, I don't seem to wanna eat. But that's ok. OH! I've found my DS charger! Finally~ It was my mum who found it. It was in her room stuck somewhere among the stacks of boxes and all the while I thought it was lost somewhere in my sis room - -' She's fully charged and ready to play with me~ Hehe~ My DS is a female too! I have not found out her name yet but maybe soon my DS will open up to me like my headphones? I hope so~ ^^
Yosh! I've finally got my hands on Shin Megami Tensei Devil Survivor OST! Hehehehe! The game is great too! For those with DS, do try it. It's great and fun too. Where have you gone to? Why have you been missin for 2 weeks? Why DS charger? Why? I've been searchin for my DS charger and up till now I still can't find it yet... sheesh... don't tell me the charger is currently merajuk with me... *Switch to next song* Hehe! You know Miss Yuki? I've gotten to know her. She's a nice person. It's been fun talkin to her ^^.
Zanzan... I don't feel so good... My fever is comin back and this seriously worries me a lot... I feel like someone who is dyin. I know I know. I shudn't speak in such manner but this matter does worries me. I'll be takin my meds later on soon. *phew* It's so difficult to type. I think that's all for now Zanzan... gomen gomen. See ya.
Yosh! Zanzan! How are you? Great I hope. Today I had fun uh! Went swimmin with CK and WJ and went to have my dinner with Sai and Yat at harbourfront. It's been a fun day yet tirin too. Well... not really suppose to be tirin for me coz I just float around but still, I'm feelin that fatigue somehow. Hehe~ Oh! I had an unexpected call from Kai and he is like currently in Cambodia right now. He just called to check up on me - -' I mean, thats great but for anyone to call me to just check up on me I find it like I've troubled them. Thanked him too. For the time being, I shudn't stress him out with my head so I'll just say a few things only once in a while.
Ehoh~ I'm back~ Currently listenin to Pink Spider and Pose by Hide with Spread Beaver. Yuppu. It's Hide from X Japan. I like the meanin behind the lyrics, Pink Spider and his style of singin it out. I like the piano part for Pose too. Hehe! But... it's saddens me that he is no longer here... only his memories and his songs are left with everyone who knows of him...
There's so much anger flowin in me right now Zanzan... I feel like makin my own mark on the wall like wad I did to my previous house but my mum had warn me on the first day that this house walls is old so the result can be quite bad. I can't even sing my heart out... damn it... And Athena is like bitin on my ears right now. Hehe.. Think bcoz I've been wearin her for too long but hey, her voice is nice. A little good news for you Zanzan, I'm recoverin from my coughin now. Soon, I'll be able to drink cold soon~ At least that will make my everyday feels a little better... Gah... this anger is seriously drivin me nuts... I'll chat with you again later in the night Zanzan. Byebye~
Sittin back on my chair right now, I'm thinkin, is my time goin to go up soon? Nah, it's just a thought. Most probably due to myself being sick so often. The coughin is still here. I just don't no for how long more will I be sick. At around 6+pm today, after I woke up from my short nap, I began to cough like usual but there's a slight difference this time. There's blood on my palm when I coughin at that point of time but now no more. It's only for a few seconds but my throat is still sore after that hard cough. Sheesh... seriously, wads wrong with my body man... takin care and not is like the same to me. Or maybe, I'm not sick because I'm not takin care of myself. Maybe it's because I'm thinkin too much but of wad? That's my question.
Look at the time! It's 2AM alreadie~! Hehe!! Worry not. I'll be sleepin so don't worry. Currently listenin to "Chikai" by Jealkb. A few of their songs are favourite. Wait... only two only hehe.. gomen gomen~ One thing I salute them about is that they are a band of jokers too. I mean, they are actually comedians initially. Nice right? Hehe! I gotta work on my skills to make others laugh. Yea! If Kai was here, I think he might be like, "You never stop to push yourself". Well, that's me I guess? The only thing I do know bout myself is that I always try to help others who are close to me and keep improvin myself in everythin that I do. Hmm... If I were to remember properly... I think someone once told me to stop doin that. Meanin, the part whereby I keep pushin myself non-stop but is that harmful, meh?
Currently listenin to "Tears" by X Japan. It's one of my favourite too. I hope you won't get sick of it Zanzan. Sorry if you do. Really, I am. My sis is now likin "Tears", "Forever Love" and "Longing... togireta melody". Everytime both of us listens to "Longing", Hide's image will appear in our minds and eventhough she is new to X Japan, havin someone important missin in anyone's life like Hide for X Japan, it hurts her. Even till now. She really likes it when I sing though I don't know why. I did ask before and her only reply is that there's a certain feel that I manage to deliver out when I sing though I find that rather... weird of her. Serious.
Hehe!! Yosh! Remember that I told you that I'll post some photos of the cats that I've taken? Here they are! I'm only postin 3 pics and they are my favourites.Fierce lookin kitty. Gomen gomen! Next time must remember to ask from the cat for permission.
Yosh!! Hehehe!! Zanzan!! My project is finally over! YEA!! *Jumps around* Hehe!! Me, Chin Kiat, Fad and Es are currently feelin so happy and relieve that the project is over and we don't have to worry bout the time and rush here and there to assemble stuff and I don't have to breathe in any more harmful substance in the workshop anymore! Hehe... the harmful part you can say it's partly my fault coz at times, burned parts produces this poisonous smell like for example, when you are usin a solderin iron with the solder. When the solderin iron melts the solder into liquid like form to stick it with a wire or small metal ends and hardens, it produces a not so dangerous smell but still quite harmful.
Hearing this song, "Longing... togireta melody", by X Japan really suits the mood right now. Don't worry, it's a sad love song. I'm really worried over somethin that is happenin to me. Puttin aside my stupid feelings, I am physically gettin worst now and you can blame it on me for it. Recently, I had fever and it kinda caused my muscles to ache a little but the worst part was when I was feelings this extreme pain on my chest area and I had to breathe like a fish. I'm not sure whether was it asthma but it seriously hurts alot. The feeling was like having something grabbing my lungs from inside and squeezing it tightly. If it was asthma, it wouldn't hurt at all. Just extreme difficulty in breathing but this is worst. The pain hasn't completely gone now because I can still feel the pain on my right side area but it's not that painful anymore.