Sittin back on my chair right now, I'm thinkin, is my time goin to go up soon? Nah, it's just a thought. Most probably due to myself being sick so often. The coughin is still here. I just don't no for how long more will I be sick. At around 6+pm today, after I woke up from my short nap, I began to cough like usual but there's a slight difference this time. There's blood on my palm when I coughin at that point of time but now no more. It's only for a few seconds but my throat is still sore after that hard cough. Sheesh... seriously, wads wrong with my body man... takin care and not is like the same to me. Or maybe, I'm not sick because I'm not takin care of myself. Maybe it's because I'm thinkin too much but of wad? That's my question.