Monday, May 31, 2010

You know Zanzan, there's a few reason why I want to be a free thinker, free from a certain rule. One of the few reasons is that, Iwant to love someone properly and to make that person feel appreciated and loved so much. You might be wonder how come I can't love someone fully if I'm tied to a certain religion. Well, it does in a way actually. This is just my views. Sometimes, I am not allowed to do or perform certain acts with my partner because of a certain boundary. Some might be not allowing to hold hands, hugging, kissing or even going out during a certain period of time.

I prefer to be doing such whenever I'm allowed to and comfortable with my partner. I want her to feel loved by me and feel that I giving my all to her and my attention to her too. I mean, not all religion rules are the same but, I prefer to be free to decide. For as long as it is safe and appropriate, its fine by me but nothing more than that. Those stuffs that are seriously meat for married couples, I'll stick to that belief. As for the rest, like, spending time and being affectionate towards one another, that, I be doing it.

Before I leave, this is for my dearest, no matter who you may be or what was your past, no matter what others says about you or what you view yourself as, you are as pure as a white fabric that can't be stain by any worldly object. In my eyes, you are still my pure and innocent lover. In my heart, I recognise you as the same person that I had fallen for before EOY. I love you, dear~ I love you~!

posted at 1:08 AM


Saturday, May 22, 2010

Just droppin by for a while. Ain't gt much to speak about other than myself being a psp maniac again ^^ I'm fiddling with my psp system and makin it go to it's fullest gamin capabilities. Hehe. School wise, things are alright but I can't click well with alost everyone but that alright. Call me picky but, they are no where near someone I can even call friend. I guess I'll end it here for now ^^ be seeing ya~

posted at 11:08 PM