Friday, December 31, 2010
It has been two days that we've met but I'm already missing her so much and I can't get enough of her uh! *Sigh* It seems like I've grown more and more dependent on her as the days goes by. She even gave me an energy boost every time I meet her or being on the phone with her~! Honest. It's going to be our 1 year anniversary soon but.... I feel like I've done a lot more harm to her than any good... That is to my belief uh. I feel like I am a useless husband-to-be too... I have not even save enough to celebrate with her either...
It's going to be her first anniversary and the experience I'm giving is this... I'm sorry baby... I promise I'll make it up to you within this month uh! First thing first is gifts. Yup yup. Gotta add that to my to do list. ^3^
Baby... I'm really sorry for all the things that I've done to you...
I guess apology alone isn't enough to heal a wounded heart uh Zanzan? I guess not... It takes more that my actions alone to help. I need to be consistent too. It's going to be tough but for my love for her and respect, I can do it. What's more, I'm not doing this alone.
Ok la. I think I leave it till here uh. Till next time.
P.S. I forgot to mention bout the family that I saw together with her yesterday. We were walking back home and we notice this family waiting for the oncoming bus. The whole family stood up and the husband forgot to flag the bus. His expression combined with the motion of the wife's hair when the wind blew pass as the bus ignores them really cracked her up and nearly mine too! XD But the expression on the uncle made me not laugh because I can understand his emotions too. Imagine someone smiling even while his wife is angry at him for not flagging the bus and then heard someone laughing and his expression changes to the extreme sad look. XD I won't blame her for laughing. Even Kai agrees but it's bad uh to laugh too loud. XD
posted at 10:41 AM
