Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Today was a very lllloooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggg day for me. Gotten tired sia after school. Nothing much happened during class today. The guys the didn't stir up trouble so I manage to gain quite a lot. I really enjoyed Chemistry remedial today sia. Able to do most of the revision question with not much referring to the notes and other worksheets. That means I'm doing quite well n class. YES!! Feel happy sia suddenly. Don't know how to explain it but I know I'm happy. Hehehehehe. Managed so see her smile today! That really boosted my morale and happy meter by a lot. Hehehehe.

Kelvin today really counted how many times I said the word "kuso" which means "shit" as in "oh shit" or "shit la...miss again". Total time I said that is... 11 times. Really "amazed" him sia.After school me and the rest when back home walking. I wanted to talk to her but she was busy with Izar so I just leave them to socialize. I'm not angry or anything coz I know they just talking + Izar's my friend. Old friend to be precise. Hehehe. Then after that we all went our separate ways but meet up with Hamster and Lalah to go to a game shop. I really pump up my speed sia coz catchin up with time. I'm really sorry if I had accidentally made someone angry or upset. Sorry ah guys... Then the three of us went to the game shop. Along the way we flame. Only flame once during that journey... then I asked Lalah if I should buy game or marshmallow ten the unexpected answer came out. He said marshmallow instead of game. really shock me there sia. So we didn't buy any game but we did look around for awhile. Hamster had to go off after that then we and Lalah went to block 402 to buy marshmallow. Along the way we took again. Unbelievable sia. Took about a total of 6 I think... Hehehehehehe.... Gomenasai... But I'll stop soon. Promise. By the way... I nearly get caught today... My mum was suspicious of me when I reached home coz I smell like cig... Had to convince her sia. Luckily she gave in... I'd better stop soon and go for her. Yea thats rite... It may take awhile though. But I'll try again.

On this note... Before I end this blog for today... I just wanna say after reflecting today... I love u. But I don't know if I deserve that kind of happiness from u. After what u've been through... But I'll try. I promise I won't repeat the same mistake again... that often.
Jyane!

posted at 8:12 PM