Sunday, September 16, 2007

Okay. I tried taking this test to see if it is true and what is my true capabilities are or somewhere along that line. Here are the results...


You Scored a 95% which means you are a ....

You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you receive the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.

What kind of lover are you
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I really don't know what to say after taking this test... I thought that I was a sincere lover but it turns out I'm better than what I myself expected of my on capabilities... Am I really that much of a person? Am I that 95% person? Am I really a passionate lover? I've heard before from my friends that are both guys and girls that they say one is lucky to have someone like me but is it true? I guess I do have it but its just not my time yet or its just that I'm out of luck or I don't have what it takes as compared to my other close friends like Ham and Lalah... Those two plus others whom I know very well are more fortunate and lucky and I do admit I envy them a lot. But nevertheless... I'll just wait and see how it goes... if there's hope... I'll go for it. But for now... I think I'll just stay as friends since thats what she wants... For all I know... I mustn't stay quiet and don't do anything coz if I do nothing... Then nothing will happen... I guess I better not show my feelings just yet... I don't want to upset her again... Hehe...... If this is best way... then I'll have to accept it coz I prefer to make others happy and smile at my own expense of my own happiness... Hehehehe...... But with this test result... I know at least my own capabilities.... *smiles* T_T gomenasai....

Thinking back at past events... When I see the things that I had done and some of the actions that I had taken... I guess I am a bit of a passionate person. I do admit that I sometime do stupid things to upset her... I do apologise but always get scolded instead apologising for no good reason (but I will apologise if I feel I had done something wrong. Its just kinda hard for me to pinpoint what I had done wrong so thats why I apologise first). I do admit that I sometimes can't recognise if my actions have hurt her or not. I am blur at times. I wish to apologise to her. I wish I can do better. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes that I had done and I wish to be forgiven... If I am given the chance... I'll try my very best to make her happy and not repeat the same mistakes... Ah crap... I can't hold my tears for that long anymore... guess I'll be tearing soon... The tears of joy perhaps? (Common la Naz... Stop lying to yourself already. Where on Earth is there a person who tears with joy at home when he's feeling down? What a weird guy I am...)

Am I asking too much? If I am... then I'm sorry... I... I... I just can't say it... I am a person who is afraid of the outcome... But if I am to be given the chance... I'll ensure that I do it rite this time round. I'll try my very best not to make her shed tears of sadness. I know it's difficult but if I'm in the wrong path... please guide me so I can cheer you up. Am I giving myself false hope? Well... thats it from tonight lover boy... guess I'll go to sleep. Sweet dreams everyone. Oyasumi and jyane...

posted at 3:34 AM