Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Ultimate overjoyness!!!! I managed to use my D-Cyber hidden function properly! Wohoo!! Harness the ultimate power of destruction. Witness the awe of Omegamon X and Dukemon X. Relive the childhood dreams of oneself. Let none bother you. How I wish digimon really exist in this world. If they were to exist, I can go to the Digital World and live there or visit during my spare times to escape from the sufferings of the world and unnecessary human emotions. A world where creatures are created for one sole purpose... To destroy and foresee who is the strongest among themselves.

I feel sorry for every single digimon... but I can't change destiny rite? Its already their fate to keep on fighting... Just like me... fated to be like this... a pathetic, childish, unrealistic person... Always hoping for the impossible to happen... Like one person said to me before... You can't change destiny... but you can change the path that you taking... What does she mean by that?? Now I got one more thing to crack bout... tried asking to explain what she mean by that but the only thing she said was... "The time will come when u will fully understand it. Be patient." *haish* patiences again... how long more must I wait?

I'm getting more addicted with each passing moments but I can still control. But for how long.... I wanna stop but pressure prevents it... or maybe its just my refusal? Either one could be the answer but all I know for now is I need to stop before its too late to back away... But... I don't see the reason why I should stop just yet... suffering a bit more is alrite... At least it brings my mind else where... guess there's no end to it... Jyane... T_T

posted at 10:31 PM