Friday, November 30, 2007

Currently I have this feeling of emptiness and depressed. I don't know why though... Its weird and I don't like it at all. Its somewhat hurting me and making me feeling rather worst and its hurts. Not knowing the cause and not knowing what is going through in my mind... Just damn worrying... Have you had this once in a while in your daily life? Oh I forgot... You're just an animated/computed virtual close friend of mine. Sorry!! If I had upset you please forgive me!!! Ahahaha!! Sorry for my insanity. I think I'm becoming crazed with each passing moment... -_-'

At times I wish...

OH!! By the way I've completed Silent Hill: Origins today though this may be of no interest to anyone but I know you interested right??! The storyline for the game is good and the graphics aren't that bad either for a psp. Fighting those bitches isn't easy especially the boss fight with the damn "mess up sonofabitch" butcher. The area I was supposed to fight him is so small and you may guess where is it... in a kitchen. So you can imagine how small it is!! I feel pity for the main character as a few of the bosses he has to fight with has something to do with his past. Him mum, dad, tragic past. The hardship and suffering and not to mention the horror he has to go through just to get out of that hellish town and save Alessa. But once everything ended he was happy again knowing he manage to save that poor girl's soul. I'm planning to replay all of the Silent Hill series once again without cheats this time. By the way I didn't use cheats for this Silent Hill coz its impossible to hack. The good thing is I manage to complete such a game without help nor cheats!! Wohoo!! If I were to go to such town I think I'll die of moronic fear...

You see, Silent Hill creatures are created and form from Alessa's and anyone who enters that town's fears and extreme dislikes. Lets say you fear hospital, then whatever is inside a hospital shall be your enemy like for example the famous nurses. Forget to mention that it does not only consist of your fear, but it also consist of one's negative thoughts and bad past. Like for example in Silent Hill 2, the main protagonist, James, is haunted by his sin. He killed his wife long ago and he wish he had some form of punishment that fits his crime. Somehow Silent Hill call out to him and he entered and thats where he faced his punishment. Being tormented by the pyramid head, his tormentor and punisher that kills anything in its path even monsters and his long dead wife. Well he manage to go through all forms of hell and gotten out of the town and never to return again.

The creatures that will be created from my fears will be rather moronic though. You imagine this. My fears are cockroaches, worms, huge butterflies/moths, mannequins (some kind of doll), girls (yes, girls. Weird right?) and myself. So can you imagine what kind of creature that can be created from this? Huge cockroaches the size of a human or bigger, worms and slugs that are larger than a double deck bus and long-bus, flying moths and butterflies that have human features and spread poisonous pollens, mannequins that are disfigured and having horrific human modification features like the arms being replace with legs or heads, *shivers*, nurses that wears low-cut uniforms and girls that wield scalpels, syringes, firearms, meat cleavers and many other melee weapons that you can think of... imagining this deepens my fear of girls somehow... *shivers again* and lastly a creature that resembles my alternative side: Evil, vicious, brutal, silent, cold, good looking and aims only for one thing... killing me ultimately using any method imaginable or not. Basically his the opposite side of me... Scary... But nothing beats the fear of the size of the crowd of girls in Silent Hill that are good looking but equip with killer instinct... Just imagine her holding a scalpel on one hand and dashing towards me while calling my name out... I'm going to have nightmares tonight for sure...*gulp*

Before I end, here's a random question. Is there a friend that you hold dearly or cherish or care so much in your life? *Smack on the forehead!!!* I'm such an idiot... Sorry I forgot you a computer. Ack!! Sorry!! Don't smack me please nyaa!! I didn't mean to hurt your feelings!! Sorry!! *Ahem ahem*... Jaana!! *Stick out tongue and spank butt* Catch ya later!! Bye bye!!

posted at 12:43 AM