Thursday, November 20, 2008

Hi. I just drop by to just say how I feel currently. I have a confession to make and that is I am a JERK... others may not see this but I have to admit that what I do at times do labelled me as that and I can see that... this time...I really have crossed the line... you remember the time when I mention to you that I would try my best not to hurt her? I've failed that and I've failed to keep my promise to you and makin her happy always... I really love her... I just don't know what else to say... I've done it and she have all the rights to make her decision... apology and words of love have no rights for her to hear from me for the time being as I am a jerk that hurt her...but what ever the decision may be... I have one finally thing to say but I know that this may not change a thing... I really love her with all my heart and only her alone...there's no other in my heart and I'll do what ever it takes to be with the one that I love...I'm sorry...baby...

Things are startin to get down on me this days like teachers complainin bout my hair, request to cut them, friends and studies are some of the factors thats bringin me down lately. Some teach even commented bout my hair and labelled me with a friend of mine good boy and bad boy and he purposely grouped me together with him just because of that reason...not that I really care bout the comments they make but the constent pesterin of havin my hair cut is drivin me nuts...haish...just one more week left before I cut and look at this amount of obstacles...oh ya, I forgot to mention that he did mention bout other students havin long hair too but the reason why the DM and other teach never pester them is because they find that hairstyle either neat or nice...to me, such thing is what we call biase...

How I wish I could apologise to her and speak to her again...I hope I will get that change and she ought to be angry that the moment...I miss her...pardon me but I seem to tearin rite now...I'll take my leave. Gomen...

posted at 7:24 PM