Hi.... I'm back.. Ican't seem to get some sleep. I wish I could sms her or even call her to hear her sweet voice an apologies but.... I rather not...since she requested to be left alone for a little while... I just wanna said that, if you ever read this later on in the middle of the night, I will still be awake. Partly guilty, partly afraid, partly missin u...I'll try to get some sleep but I can't gurantee that I will be able to. I'll be switchin the comp now but I will still be awake. If anythin, I'm always near u. So just calll or sms if u want...I'll stop here. Time to grab the tissue...