I've been under a lot of stress lately though I best not to bother you with it. I may seem fine on the outside but inside...I'm hiding it from the surface of my emotions. How I do it? Easy! Just act carefree and blur. Thats me though day by day I'm the one thats killin myself slowly... by far there's only two things that's really botherin me so much...How I wish I can live in my own fantasy of happiness where the only thing that I wish is that I can live in total happiness with not much worries...hehe...lame isn't it? Here I am doing the only think that I can do and only do...that is wishing and hoping... but is that good? I myself do not know or understands this simple question.