Pardon me for my sudden change of topic. Had dust in my eyes that's why.... Actually, I was cryin for a while. Why? Well... let's just say that the reason isn't that important for now. I was under slight depression so I broke down for a while. Hehe... At times, certain things are hard to bear with. But worry not, I'll be fine after a while but I may end up in this kind of state again once in a while. Hehe.. so yea... try not to panic or anythin. A weak person like me... nah... it's nothin. I forgot what I wanted to say... It's difficult... I want to be hold... There's so many... runnin in my mind... so much.... memories... I don't want them... so hard... .... ....