Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Gah... I'm damn pissed rite now... since mornin till now I have tried to contact some people but none seem to be bothered... some never reply, some busy while some totally go MIA. What's this man.... I guess noone can be like me huh? Always there for everyone no matter what happen. Hehe... I feel like day by day, my stress level keeps on increasin like mad.... From class to life to health and back to school, life n health.... What the hell man... give me a damn freakin break please... I feel so alone right now. I need someone to talk to but none can... don't believe, go check my msn, the whole list is literally in Busy status n some totally won't reply me one. Don't know what the hell they are doin back there....

Music seems to be the only thing that I can turn to to cool myself off but even that can irritate people coz I have to sing my heart to let this emotions out... And seriously, I can be damn loud plus my voice sucks... I can't sing but I can speak. It seems my voice is only meant to calm people down or ease them. Hehehe... *sigh*... I've bothered you long enuf Zanzan. I'll chao first before I start babblin again.

posted at 10:44 PM