You know... I nearly forgot my illness. You know, the one that is inside my head? Yea, thats the one. I guess I was too comfortable with my surroundings but I'm glad I've remembered it. At least I can do somethin bout it in the near future. Hehe~ At least now my dearest has know bout it and I must admit, it does pains me to hear her sad voice but it's better for her to know bout my illness than to leave someone I really care for in the dark. Don't worry, I'll go for the opt when I am ready ^^