I've made a shame out of myself today in the bus when I was heading home. I teared inside bus... haish... You won't understand... I'm feeling so depressed and stressed out too... damn it... I won't explain myself to anyone for hey won't understand it, even you Zanzan. Plus, I may just ended up gettin scoldin or even laugh atif I were to tell anyone so yea... this is somethin that only I can understand and accept... gomenasai....